Ilana: What are you waiting for?
Benjamin Linus: I want to explain.
Ilana: Explain what?
Benjamin Linus: I want to explain that I know what you're feeling.
Ilana: You have no idea what I'm feeling.
Benjamin Linus: I watched my daughter Alex die in front of me. And it was my fault. I had a chance to save her, but I chose the island... Over her. All in the name of Jacob. I sacrificed everything for him... And he didn't even care. Yeah, I stabbed him. I was... so angry.. Confused. I... I was terrified that I was about to lose the only thing that had ever mattered to me... my power. But the thing that really mattered... Was already gone. I'm sorry that I killed Jacob. I am. And I do not expect you to forgive me because... I can never forgive myself.
Ilana: Then what do you want?
Benjamin Linus: Just... let me leave.
Ilana: Where will you go?
Benjamin Linus: To Locke.
Ilana: Why?
Benjamin Linus: Because he's the only one that'll have me.
Ilana: I'll have you.
Benjamin Linus: I want to explain.
Ilana: Explain what?
Benjamin Linus: I want to explain that I know what you're feeling.
Ilana: You have no idea what I'm feeling.
Benjamin Linus: I watched my daughter Alex die in front of me. And it was my fault. I had a chance to save her, but I chose the island... Over her. All in the name of Jacob. I sacrificed everything for him... And he didn't even care. Yeah, I stabbed him. I was... so angry.. Confused. I... I was terrified that I was about to lose the only thing that had ever mattered to me... my power. But the thing that really mattered... Was already gone. I'm sorry that I killed Jacob. I am. And I do not expect you to forgive me because... I can never forgive myself.
Ilana: Then what do you want?
Benjamin Linus: Just... let me leave.
Ilana: Where will you go?
Benjamin Linus: To Locke.
Ilana: Why?
Benjamin Linus: Because he's the only one that'll have me.
Ilana: I'll have you.
Ilana : What are you waiting for?
Benjamin Linus : I want to explain.
Ilana : Explain what?
Benjamin Linus : I want to explain that I know what you're feeling.
Ilana : You have no idea what I'm feeling.
Benjamin Linus : I watched my daughter Alex die in front of me. And it was my fault. I had a chance to save her, but I chose the island... Over her. All in the name of Jacob. I sacrificed everything for him... And he didn't even care. Yeah, I stabbed him. I was... so angry.. Confused. I... I was terrified that I was about to lose the only thing that had ever mattered to me... my power. But the thing that really mattered... Was already gone. I'm sorry that I killed Jacob. I am. And I do not expect you to forgive me because... I can never forgive myself.
Ilana : Then what do you want?
Benjamin Linus : Just... let me leave.
Ilana : Where will you go?
Benjamin Linus : To Locke.
Ilana : Why?
Benjamin Linus : Because he's the only one that'll have me.
Ilana : I'll have you.
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